he once said ‘i think i’m in love with you’
and all I can tell him now is, i was and i still am in love with him
he then said ‘i was born to make you happy’
and I wonder… does this happiness involve so many tears?
or am i still longing for that never-coming happiness
he once told me ‘your world I all yellow’
but my world is all autumnly dark now
he then told me ‘it was all because of you’
but i do think it was all about and because of us
it came a time when he named me ‘lovefool’
and what other name can you give someone
who loves being fooled by him?
we reached a time and he said to me ‘it’s love’
but time passed and it all changed
it was not longer love for him, it was only for me
and he can say it ‘doesn’t really matter’
well, it does matter to me, I still care about him
i think I am still in love with him
and he sang to me ‘i turn to you’
like a flower leaning towards the sun
but now all i can see is him dancing away from me
he went ‘God must have spent a little more time on you’
but if He did so, He made a mistake…
He did not want me to be happy though
he goes ‘my love is your love’
but I do not think we still have the same concept
of the word, not between him and me.
he went ‘i belong to you’
and if he really did once I will always regret
not being able to keep him by my side
he goes ‘can’t take my eyes off of you’
well, i do not know him, but i could not
i spent 15 nights only watching him sleep
he wrote ‘(your drive me) crazy’
but I am still a fortune’s fool
since i could never feel that craziness
he promised it is ‘all for you’
but that all meant nothingness
and they had never told me about it
he wrote, i want you ‘here with me’
he had me, but the worst is
was it what he really wanted in life?
he promised me you can ‘say what you want’
but what i wanted was banned
I wanted to shout ‘i love you’
he sang ‘don’t cry for me argentina’
but argentina did cry for him
and i think it would cry a thousand more for him
he was wondering ‘are you that somebody?’
but he refused to find out
he did not believe in me, or did not want to
he was singing ‘i want you back’
and when he had me back
he did not allow me to have him back
he kept on wondering if it was all ‘new’
and of course i was going to be new there
but he preferred the everyday people instead
(2001)
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